AK Wilks wrote:FWIW back when I was frequently communicating with law enforcement virtually every contact I had was comfortable thinking the poem was most likely referencing a man writing about killing a woman, Zodiac wrote the poem and all Riverside materials and that Z probably killed Bates.
I don't get that, to be honest. I can understand how someone might consider this a possibility, given the context, but to consider it the
most likely possibility seems very odd to me. It's considerably more difficult to interpret the poem as being about murder from the male perspective than about suicide from the female perspective.
What does "sick of living/unwilling to die" refer to? Who is "she"? What's the meaning of "she will be found this time"? In the context of a suicide poem all of the above makes perfect sense, there's no need for any very inventive interpretation.
In the context of a murder poem/murder fantasy poem, however - how do we explain this? Is the
murderer sick of living/unwilling to die - or the
victim? Or
both? Is "she", who appears to be the author, in fact the victim? Is the murderer referring to an instance of a woman being attacked, left to die - and then found? But next time she won't be - what? Found? Saved?
The
obvious explanation is that the author refers to someone attempting suicide, but being found in time to be saved. It's a common phenomenon: People attempt suicide as a cry for help. Again, this isn't the only possible interpretation - it's a poem, after all. But is it a
more likely interpretation than the proposed alternative (that this is a highly convoluted reference to murder)? I would say so.